So, so, so in love.

Every time I look at Kevin, I get butterflies. I feel warm and fuzzy, but  most of all I feel endlessly lucky.

He has such a beautiful face and heart. If I spend every one of my days with him, they will be the best days of my life. I don't even have to do anything with him, just being in his presence makes me happier than anything else in this world. Just knowing that he loves me - ME? Out of everyone in this world. Looking into his beautiful eyes is one of my favourite things to do. Just watching him, he is so unbelievably perfect and gorgeous. He is flawless. I'm the luckiest person in the world that this human is mine. :)

Half

Missing my other half :(

Family time

Met some more of Kevin's family ( my future family) and they are so lovely, we had a lot of fun playing card games and dinner - I feel so blessed that this will be who I have forever. This man, this family and ours that will only grow. 

Kevin makes everything ok. Hunnie bun, thanks for being who you are. 

Q&A

Patrizia asking Kevin. 

WITHOUT ANY prompting, ask your boyfriend/husband these questions and write down EXACTLY what they say. 

1. What is something your girlfriend always says to you? 

"Bee"

2. What makes her happy?

" paper curls "  

3. What makes her sad? 

" being away from me " 

4. How does your girlfriend make you laugh? 

" by being herself "

5. What was your girlfriend like as a child? 

" bossy "

6. How old is your girlfriend?

" 22 "

7. How tall is your girlfriend? 

" 5"5"

8. What is her favorite thing to do? 

" curl paper " 

9. What does she do when you're not around? 

" text me "

10. If your girlfriend becomes famous, what will it be for? 

" reality TV "

11. What is your girlfriend really good at?  

" loving me"

12. What is your girlfriend not very good at?  

" being without me "

13. What does your girlfriend do for a job?

" Sonos team leader "

14.What is your girlfriends favorite food? 

" burgers"

15.What makes you proud of her?l 

" who you are" 

16. If your girlfriend were a character, who would she be? 

"Monica Gellar "

17. What do you and your girlfriend do together?

" everything "  

18. How are you and your girlfriend the same? 

" we love eachother "

19. How are you and your girlfriend different? 

"Coz I think your like Monica and you don't "

20. How do you know she loves you?  

" coz I can see it by looking at you & coz you put up with me " 

21. What does your girlfriend like most about you? 

" my teeth"

22. Where is her favorite place to go?

" the field"

Sleep deprivation

So now I'm lying here, in bed, at 2:38 am wide awake! Last night it was You who couldn't sleep and now it's me! 

Just listening to you breathe is such a soothing thing! You're so beautiful and you'll never understand how much I love you! 

Tonight we watched 1 and most of another episode of White Collar. My opinion for now is reserved. I believe in my girl though. She's rarely wrong. 

I love you 

The first big steps ...

Today we picked out my engagement ring !!!!!! It was so exciting and so much more fun than the first time... We picked the ring, I tried it on and fell in love, the second I saw it. Just like when I met Kevin! 

He was so wonderful, he's so supportive and evolved ... He was very excited about the ring and jumping around and now we've come home and we're going to watch wedding movies!! Ah.. Everything is so perfect ! I'm very happy to be starting the first steps of our wonderful marriage !! 

Gala weekends

So in on the final 3 hours before Patrizia and I are off for 3 whole days! 

It's going to be a great time. Two of us, very much in love and have 3 full days together to do whatever we want! I'm not even fussed about going to the gala to be honest, just spending time with my girl is enough! 

Maybe one day our kids will be in the Bathgate gala day! 

I think our plan is to have a drink tomorrow but we will see how it goes. Sometimes the only thing I need is her. She's something else! 

Not long til us time! 

I love her!! 

Sleepless nights

12.19am - 9 am start tomorrow. 

So I'm lying here next to Kevin who's snoring away - his eyes were shut before the light was even off!

I'm thinking about how lucky in love I am. Here I am - mind won't switch off and I have this man lying next to me, this amazing, amazing man. This man who wants to marry me and care for me and look after me and have a family with me and be mine, forever. I can feel his love even while he's sleeping... I've never had that before. 

I must be the luckiest girl alive. Kevin is the most special person. He is kind, caring, loving, affectionate, romantic, funny, sweet, gorgeous, sexy, adorable and perfect in every single way. 

How lucky I am to have this wonderful human sleeping so peacefully beside me...

I'm gonna go wake him up :)

Ps YOU SAID I COULD 

Patrizia xoxo